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Blacked out heart and something beautiful
Lead me on to my blinded heart ache
Stuck behind the illusion I couldn't bear to see
And now that I know the truth I can barely breathe
My hands are shaking, My mind is racing
In a thousand deafening directions
Hide to supply your needs
While I suck it up and try to revive what was lost in you and me

I am battled by the romance
I am plagued by the truth
My heartstrings were just another game to you, I fear
And the streets burn in this red glow
As the rage in me begins to grow
And my fist are feeling violent, suddenly

Silence, good silence
Prolonged in my restless sleep
Broken, fallen mirrors
Your reflection's pathetic epitome

I am battled by complications
I am plagued by the secrets
My resounding breath beating heart collapsed for you, I hear
And the insults are screaming injure
As your open legs scream enter
And my honesty is ringing vibrant, suddenly

Silence(Silence!), good silence
Prolonged in more betrayal
Lusted, longed deception
Your impulsive, deep obsessions

So dim the lights on this side of me
Dim the lights on cynical dreams
Dim the lights
Scream to me your lies
And dim the lights, dim the lights
©2004-2009 ~silentlydrowning
:iconsilentlydrowning:

Author's Comments

2004: This song is dedicated to Walter Adams McRae and Victoria Reese who betrayed the relationships that they were separately bound to. I hope they both choke on each others pitiful hearts and die. Soon. Very soon.

**2009 Update: formerly called Synodical Synethesia, there are some word changes to create a smoother flow. Thank You!

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I love the power to this, and I'm glad to see you back! :heart: -Kia Lola

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So pull on your hair, pull on your pout, cut the
conversation, just open your mouth. Pull on your
face, pull on your feet and let's hit opening time
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:iconsilentlydrowning:
Thank you Kia Lola, you lovely thing, you! I am sooo glad to be back! And I am sooo going to your gallery tonight...:hug: :heart:

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I am free, therefore I evolve.
:iconimkelleyo:
:faint: wow.

powerful stuff.

I :heart:

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:iconvoodoochild939:
fucking amazing

you should like, whisper the silence part and just kinda rant through the rest of it, t'would be sweet

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The heads. You're looking at the heads. Sometimes he goes too far. He's the first one to admit it."

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:iconkamryn:
Yeah, I'm kinda pissed at Adams for what he did... but are you ok? As of now... not as of the time of writing the song....
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No, I'm still not okay, I won't be okay until someone runs over his bad leg and makes him bleed to death so no one can have him. OR until we both talk and I get to tell him straight up what I feel about him. And after that day, I'll be fine and I will move on.

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I am free, therefore I evolve.
:iconsilentlydrowning:
Thanks! :D :hug:

Oh yes! I have this really intense rhythm in my head and the slow, whispered silence is in there! And the rest is crazy!

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I am free, therefore I evolve.
:iconvoodoochild939:
fucking sweet, if you record it, I absolutely must hear it

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"The heads. You're looking at the heads. Sometimes he goes too far. He's the first one to admit it."

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:iconkamryn:
Well, I can *arrange* for SOMETHING to hit his leg....

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